Tsundoku, Vol. 1

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I had a bad day at work on Friday. It happens. But sometimes negative feelings linger, and on Sunday afternoon, when my malaise was not getting better, I decided to ignore my unsettled tummy and fix this issue. Husband in tow, I headed to the bookstore. Mind you, when I go to a bookstore, I do not go with a list in hand. This is not a grocery run. This is a sensory run.

Bookstores smell like home. Like paper and ink and art and love. Sitting in the middle of an aisle (yes, I’m that person), book or magazine in hand, feeling the heft, the weight, the smoothness or roughness of the cover. Do I want hardcover or paperback today? Do I want something nostalgic, comforting, intellectual, scientific, cozy? Looking at the cover and the title. What does the title say to me? How does the cover make me feel? As I delicately peruse the pages, as if avoiding waking a sleepy baby, I wonder what will be awakened in me by this piece of work. Piece of art. Will the words sweep me away, solve a problem, heighten my curiosity, inspire, or move me in some way? I’m not sure, but my feelings are heightened and my mood is lifted. These pages, in my hand, will go home with me. They will sit in many locations within it. The couch, the end table, a bookshelf, the floor. On a warm, breezy day, they may make their way out to the back patio. I’ll lie on the outdoor sofa, book in hand, while the cats monitor the situation from behind the glass doors. I am living tsundoku. And, I have no shame.

Let’s take a walk through my recent bout of retail therapy. Book style.

Classical style portrait painting of a seated woman in a light dress with coral jewelry, resting her head on one hand while holding a closed book in the other, against a warm brown background.
“Interrupted Reading” by Jean-Baptiste-Camille Corot, public domain.

Me: gasping, dramatically pulls book from shelf (because sometimes dramatics are called for). Quickly reviewing it, I then turn to the husband and shove it in front of his face. “This will solve my problems with [insert coworker’s name]!” At this point, this has been the highlight of my trip. My sheer joy cannot be contained.

Husband: gently removes the book from my hand (obviously the uncontrolled giddiness I am now feeling has not transferred to him). Flipping through book, he periodically stops and looks at some of the callouts. Brows furrowed, he looks at me and says, “You can do a lot of damage with this book.”

Me: throwing back my head, a sinister laugh escapes. “Exactly. Isn’t it great?” Cackling continues as the lights within Barnes & Noble flicker from the sudden immense energy surge emitting from my tiny 4’10” body.

Dramatization for literary effect only. No coworkers will be harmed in the reading of this book. Information will only be used to protect my own psyche from the effects of the gaslighter. Appointment with therapist pending.

I hope you have enjoyed this first volume of tsundoku. A little list. A little story. A little fun. And a lot of reading inspiration.

One response to “Tsundoku, Vol. 1”
  1. Michaela H. Avatar
    Michaela H.

    This was a fun post to read! I think I need to convince hubby that when I’m feeling that way I need a trip to the bookstore. 😉

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